Sorry For Yeh,Nothing! =S

Apologies for the lack of posts recently,I've just forgotten to update this and I'm also a tad bit busy,it being the holidays and all. I've just been out with friends most days,in town and stuffs like.This summer has been pretty fun so far, apart from several unnecessary fights had with my friends,but I seriously couldn't be arsed going into the details :(

I also made up with one of my friends who I haven't talked to in months,and I'm glad we're friends again :)

I've started going out with this guy that I'm really happy with

And right now,I'm in my grandparents house as I'm going to work in the playschool out their backgarden til Thursday,to try and get SOME money XD


I also got a puppy the other day! It's a shih-tzu called Roxy(I didn't want to call it that though:( ). She was such a surprise though,cos I had no idea that we were getting a dog! XD

I love her soooo much though,she's like the cutest thing ever and she's only like 6 weeks old! O.O

Anywayys yeh,I'm soooo knackered so I'll update later cos there's some more shit that I need to talk about

LoveYouAll,EspeciallyYou;) xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Toodles xx

CHECK THIS OUT PWEESE

Heyy Everyone! Please check out my new blogs, one for when I'm happy and one for when I'm pissed off or sad!!... I was bored okayy?? haha xxx

http://keevak.blogspot.com/

http://keevabehappy.blogspot.com/

http://pissedoffkeeva.blogspot.com/

Gaa =S

Hello Peasants (personal joke, don't worry guys)

So I'm supposed to be studying.. well if you call watching tv and talking to people on msn studying well then I'm doing a pretty kickass job! Last weekend was pretty awesome, I'll give you the lowdown homies:

Friday-Went to the Gaa where I thought I'd be more of hoe than I actually was.. lol, I was still an ickle bit whorish, but ya'll don't need to know that! I didn't think I'd enjoy it, but it was actually pretty fun. But my bro got in a fight with a couple of guys there and the police were called.. oh well, it couldn't be the most PERFECT night, could it? Oh, and before the Gaa we were looking through my friend Niamh's brother's school annuals and we saw a few pretty embarrassing pics of some of my friends.. ain't gonna namedrop though!

Saturday-Woke up at 1:30pm and somehow made it out of the house for 2pm!! I have a talent of some sort, if I say so myself! So I met up with Chris, my God Dylan (haha!), Fiona and Laura and we planned to go to Maynooth.. we DID go, it just involved us being 2 hours late there, since me and Fiona forget the time the bus was supposed to come at and spend a little bit too much time in Centra! Maynooth was pretty cool though, we went to the K&B music shop and the guitars there were so awesome! They even had a SPONGEBOB guitar! And they had this really deadly purple electric guitar that was only like 130euro! O= Even though it was nearly fucking raining, Laura and Fiona decided to wear shorts and became a little self conscious when everyone started looking at them lol! Oh, and in Supermacs they gave us free pizza! It was probably to make up for the fact that they turned off You've Been Framed in favour of the damn news!! :( And Laura accidentally left 10 euro on the tray there.. and in Fiona's house, Chris accidentally hit Dylan in the balls.. but that's a story for another day!

Sunday-Was out with Laura,Fiona,Dave,Shane,Kate,Buttons,Tom,Marty,Chris,Josh,Ducky,David,Sabrina and some other peeps in Castletown and we had a halfhearted barbecue and loads of us went swimming in the Liffey. We went a bit TOO deep into the forest though, and ended up in Leixlip where Buttons and all jumped off a fucking MASSIVE wall into Salmon Creek..I think that's what it's called? haha, and then Dave came back to my house and FINALLY got my guitar tuned! He did it by ear too, and it took him about an hour. Then when he left my mam said there was a guitar tuner in the kitchen! =S And when my sis saw him she was an ickle scared, cos he's like a 6ft 4 emo!! But you gotta luv Dave anywayys XD

And he said that he'd teach me guitar every Tuesday for free! That guy's amazing, seriously!
It was also Dylan's birthday on Sunday so HAPPY (late) BIRTHDAY DYLLIE!! =]

My dog has an ear infection :'( Sucks much? lol

Oh my god, on the way home today from like meeting up with peeps, we all started recording our own version of the theme tune from Two And A Half Men. No one was staring at us..haha, I was the kid! =P

Okayys, gotta go and "study" peeps, I'm gonna do SOOOOO well in my exams, right?

Haha toodles everyone! I love you!!

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Random Blogging.. Why Not?

So yeh, random blogging cos I'm bored XD

Ughh, I'm sorry to say that I gave in to my friend, and told him my bra size.. no, not because I am some easy whore, I just thought to myself "Wait, it's not actually that bad to tell people". Because it's not. Like dudes, I didn't flash the guy! I simply gave him 2 numbers and a letter! Not as bad as I thought the idea was lawl, so don't shoot me!

Well, not much has happened recently, just thought I owed you a blog..

Well, on Saturday I went to Liffey Valley with Kate, Shane and Jem and it was pretty cool. But Shane had to leave early and accidentally took all of our cookies with him. I swear he had that planned and I'm really pissed cos I wanted them back and he hate them all!!

SHANE IS THE COOKIE STEAKER!

He owes me 2 cookies...

Anyways yeh, I have to go to the GAA Disco on Friday. In some weird way, I'm actually looking forward to it. Supposedly it's the last one in 3rd year and all of my friends are going so it should be fun XD I have no idea what I'm going to waer though, because I'm not into all that slutty dress shit you know? It's a disco but even so, Keeva ain't changing for no one =D


I got Green Day's new album! It's pretty good, but it's nowhere near as good as American Idiot but then again, I didn't expect it to be seeing as American Idiot was that fucking amazing. East Jesus Nowhere and Murder City are two to watch out for XD


My summer tests start next week and as usual, I haven't started revising. My plan is usually to...

1.Say constantly that you're not going to revise.


2.Begin to panic the day before your tests, realising that not revising probably wasn't such a good idea.


3.Try to revise for about three subjects at a time. It's not easy, trust me.

4.Try and cram in as much information as fucking possible.


5.The next day spend any oppurtunity you get revising.

6.Try and revise until the damn exam starts.

And yeh, that's my plan. And do you want to know what the most fucked up thing about it is? It actually works! I actually get pretty okay-good marks using my ingenius plan.

Not that I'm telling you all to copy me. This only works in some cases, as some of my friends will have learned..

Oh yeh, I made a Vlog on Youtube! I'll give you the link next time XD

Luv you all

Hi Jak =D

Toodles

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I'm Such A Sap!

Oh my God, I'm such a sap. I read the last blog that I wrote, where I was really sad and was talking about how my friends helped me through tough times, and I started crying! God, I'm so sad haha. I'm not saying that what I said in the blog wasn't true, I'm just saying like.. I cried? haha

Me and Dyllie have finally gotten over our shyness! I've known him since like January and we could never talk in person because we were both so shy but now, finally, we're able to talk! Yay!! XD

I'm supposed to be going to Liffey Valley on Saturday with my friend Kate. I've known her for like 2 years and she lives relatively close to me but I've NEVER seen her! haha, don't worry though folks, she IS real =P So yeh, should be awesome =)

I'm making a chocolate biscuit cake in home-ec tomorrow! Gonna be so yummy!

And FINALLY I understand my maths! Well, the bit that we're on now anyways lol. I'm in honours btw, it's mad hard and I'm only in second year like so it's gonna get WAYY harder!

I untuned my guitar by accident.. and I dunno how to tune it back so I'm screwed! haha, my grandad says he's gonna try and get my a Fender. I can't play all too good, but he offered to get me one for free, I was hardly going to say no, was I? lawl

So yeh, you've all probably noticed that I'm far more happier than I was in the last post, and you'd be right! I'm going to make the most of it too XD

On a more serious note.. a lot of people in Kildare have been committing suicide lately.

First it was some girl in Maynooth, then it was a girl who used to be in my friend Jemma's class in primary and next was a girl who was in 6th class in Laura and Merissa's primary school.

And someone told me that they all knew each other, which I find really strange, seeing as they all killed themselves within weeks, even days of each other. Now, I'm not 100% sure that they all knew each other, but many people have been saying that have. So, is there like some conspiracy going on? I'm not joking when I say that, making fun of the situation, I'm actually wondering. Maybe not as much if they didn't know each other, but if they did.. maybe something's going on?

Anywayys I gotta run, my friend is trying to get me to tell him my bra size but I won't lawl. Random? Yes
True? Unfortunately..

I'm not gonna tell him though lol

Toodle!!

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Can't Take It Anymore

Seriously, I don't know why this bullshit keeps happening to me. I don't get why it all just can't stop. It's been going on for fucking 14 years and then finally, I thought everything was okay. But after this shitty week, I now think different.

I sound like a certain someone I used to know, complaining about my life, saying how shitty it is. But everyone, I would just love to tell you what exactly is wrong, but I can't. Not because I can't explain it, or that I don't know what's wrong, it's simply the fact that I don't WANT to tell you all, because I don't think it's your business.

But I have got a reason to complain and moan and kick and scream and cry. Some of you know why, some of you don't and that's the way it's going to stay. Usually by now I would say "Seriously, I can't take it anymore", but I'm going to do what I have done for the last 14 years.

Ignore it all.

Why care about it? Why keep stressing over it? It's not me doing the damage, and I'll get out of this okay, we all will. Well, most of us will.

Everything will be back to normal soon, then it's going to happen again, then it'll go back to normal again.. and so on, so fucking forth.

But I can deal with it. It's weird, this blog seems to get more optimistic the more I write. The main thing that really helps me get through these shitty times are my family obviously, and especially my friends.

I want to give a shout out to the ones who were there when I needed them.

Merissa, Jemma, Laura, Fiona, Aishling, Chris, Dylan and Shane.

You were all there for me when I needed you the most, even though some of you don't even realise it.

Even simple things like making me laugh helps guys! And I love you for that, for putting up with my bullshit, for continuing to talk to me on those rare occasions when I let you know I was depressed, and even the times when I didn't let you know.

I love you all, and I want you to know that.

No matter what happens between us all, you will all have a place in my heart.

Gay..but true :)

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Meh and Yeh.. and Meh, I Dunno

Yeh, for the past week I've been getting upset randomly and I have no idea why. People keep telling me it's hormones but I think it's more than that.

I shouldn't have been too mad in the playground, all my bones hurt now and it sucks lawl, I'm too old (even though I'm only 14 haha ).

I got off school early on Tueday cos I was sick (I was more upset than sick, but let's just say I was sick).

And today (Thursday) I didn't go to school cos I was sick too.

My mam thinks I'm being bullied lawl, but I'm actually not!

She also thinks that I should go to a counsellor and tbh, I'm considering it.

Youth club tomorrow! Woohoo!

I get to see all my awesome friends!

And I'm probably going to town this weekend too, which should also be awesome :P

nothing more to say.. oh btw, I'm trying to play guitar again (not going too good haha)

Toodles!

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