Lies Lies, I Know They Are, Don't Lie

So, more shit happened today. I was on msn, talking to my friends when Sabrina starts talking to me. Innocently enough I talk back, it's only Sabrina,what harm could it do?

Well, when it turned out that it wasn't actually Sabrina, but Lucy, Dave and their 2 other "friends", shit happened.

I just told them to fuck off and not waste my time. You could understand where I was coming from, right? They were obviously looking for a fight, that's what simple people like them do. They have nothing better to do with their sad, sad lives.

They started the taunting and I wasn't going to write back, I was going to be the bigger person. But then I thought to myself, I can turn this shit around. I CAN show them who's the bigger person..but i'll do it in another way. Let's just say my replies to their taunts made them look like fools (and by the way? their taunts were pretty shit anyway haha)

They started off saying I was gay. Oh! Burn! As if I gave 2 shits. That's why I've had several boyfriends, one of them lasting 5, nearly 6 months, and Lucy has had none? (i'm not going to even consider counting her pathetic relationships with Jonny and Glenn). Yes, because I'M gay. Then they said, well your boyfriend didn't like you anyway. Yes guys, that's why he pleaded with me not to break up with him, cos he hated me (i'm only trying to prove a point, not trying to sound big-headed and saying that i'm better than he was or anything).

Then they called me ugly. I never said I was pretty so I REALLY didn't give a fuck.

Then they told me that I was jealous of Buttons (my ex) and Niamh. Yes, jealous of the guy who I barely wanted to go out with in the first place? Sure, why not. My comeback was something along the lines of.. How can I be the one obsessed with Buttons? Surely you all know about how Lucy became depressed when he went out with Aoife, and how she wrote blogs about how much she loved him? Yes, because I'M obsessed with him (btw that's true about Lucy and Buttons lawl, poor Buttons =[ )

Then they said some stupid shit about how my mam was good in bed. OH!!!! What a frickin' good insult haha

Then they started going on about how Lucy could get more boyfriends than me. I told them that I didn't mean to sound big-headed, but I knew MANY a guy that fancy me, and any guy I ask don't fancy Lucy cos they say she's a heartless, self absorbed bitch that wears too much make up..hmm..

Then I said if they didn't believe me, they could ask Dave, because that's what Dave told me once when I asked him if he fancied Lucy. Then? They signed out!

Best thing was? Dave was there, probably feeling soooo embarrassed. I'd have loved to be there, to have been able to experience the damn hostility.

And if they don't believe that Dave said that? They can ask my friends who were there when he said it on msn at my friend Aishling's sleepover, I'm sure it's saved on her computer somewhere..

Oh yeh, and one of the main reasons why guys usually avoid Lucy when it come to going out with her, is because of the way she "let's them down".

Examples:

She told Ruairi, this guy from youth club who is extremely sensitive, that she was a lesbian (when she knew and was clearly not one). She left him crying, myself and some other friends had to help him realise taht she wasn't worth it.

Then she told a guy called Matthew, who, I add, is slightly rotund, that she wouldn't go out with him because "she couldn't see past the fat flabs". Matthew is only 12/13 and I doubt being told THAT made his life any damn easier. And she thought she was funny when she said that but no one else fucking thought so.

Those are SOME of the examples of why guys don't really like Lucy in that way, so I wasn't being mean I was just being honest. She thinks she's too good for all of them, but I'm pretty damn sure that Dave will soon be an exception.

Well I'm guessing you all know now that I'm not Dave's friend either? lawl, I wasn't planning on not being his friend cos I thought he was a nice guy, but after we told him that we weren't going to be friends with Lucy he launched into a massive rant about how we had no right to and shit. He hasn't even known Lucy for a fucking MONTH, who the hell is he to judge? It's not as if we even told him to stop being friends with her! Oh yeh, and THAT fight? It was with my friend Merissa, a twelve year old. He's nearly 17, and he picked a fight with a 12 year old? Then he totally contradicted himself yesterday. On msn he was going on about how immature Merissa was and then he texted me, telling me he thought she was too mature for her age and that she should act like a kid. Wtf? Make up your mind dude! HE'S the fucking immature one!

Oh and Lucy, regarding your blog, that weird, sick feeling you get in the pit of your stomach? It's call regret. Regret for what you have become, or more like have always been, regret for all the friends you lost, and regret for having numerous chances and not using them to the most of their ability.

Regret

Ahhhh, such a sweet sweet feeling, when it's not you experiencing it

Toodles xoxoxo